Donk's life!

2008-09-08T13:56:00.001+08:00

You Aren't a Natural Entrepreneur

But you could be an entrepreneur with some work.

You've got the vision and guts to make it happen.

You just need a little more practice in the business world.

Find out what you truly love to do, and the money will follow.

Are You a Natural Entrepreneur?

2008-09-08T13:45:00.001+08:00

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are a creative person with a great imagination. You enjoy living in your own inner world.

Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.

It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close to you.

But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.

You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings.

At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

2008-09-08T13:36:00.001+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!

Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.

You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be idealistic and passionate, and you make each moment memorable.

Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life.

By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is strong. So strong that you are often the love of many people's lives.

Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

2008-09-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.

You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step.

Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.

You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

2008-09-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

Your Mind is Blue

Of all the mind types, yours is the most mellow.

You tend to be in a meditative state most of the time. You don't try to think away your troubles.

Your thoughts are realistic, fresh, and honest. You truly see things as how they are.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about your friends, your surroundings, and your life.

What Color Is Your Mind?

2008-09-08T13:17:00.001+08:00

You Should Follow Christianity

You believe in the Holy Trinity, and that Jesus walked the earth as the son of God.

You also believe that all people sin and that God will forgive you for your sins.

Your relationship with God is very important to you.

You strengthen your faith through prayer, worship, and Bible study.

What Religion Should You Be?

2008-09-08T13:07:00.002+08:00

Dun wanna stay the same Wanna be me!

2008-09-08T13:07:00.001+08:00

Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot

Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air.

You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals.

Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it!

How Hot Are Your Kisses?

2008-09-08T13:05:00.001+08:00

You Can Make 68% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal.

Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you!

As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

2008-09-08T12:49:00.001+08:00

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You are a bit of a bragger. Your personality is larger than life - and you really enjoy showing off.

You have a wild reputation, but you're not as wild as you seem. You take risks, but only measured risks.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask.

You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

The Ice Cream Personality Test

2008-09-08T12:46:00.001+08:00

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.

Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.

You are often the first to try something new.

You are emotionally expressive and sensitive.

You're effected by everything around you.

Your friends appreciate your open heart, but they are afraid of hurting your feelings.

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.

You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

2008-09-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

Wow... It's amazing! Cant believe I cried in my dreams and after I woke up i feel much better, it's like the problems that had been bugging me had been lifted off and I felt so loved =)

2008-09-07T21:09:00.002+08:00

Currently in a bombardment of thoughts, I wanna ran away from it but I need to face it and it tires me out real bad...

2008-08-21T20:51:00.001+08:00

I ran out of chocolate damn it

2008-08-19T17:32:00.003+08:00

I'm learning to speak up my feeling and let others know how I feel although i will be vulnerable but it's worth it cause hearts will be able to connect therefore a relation is build =)

2008-08-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

Need to go somewhere like the top of vivo city to chill and relax...

That place is just so nice and relaxing... Ahh i wish i was there now maybe i should go there 2molo after office.. Hmm i will consider it. I dun mind people taggin along but i prefer someone who is more quiet and will enjoy the scenery there. Yeah a great place to talk to Him =)

2008-08-18T13:57:00.001+08:00

Feeling much better already =)

2008-08-17T19:44:00.002+08:00

Feeling the same as ytd...

My feelings for today:

2.I dun even care or i dun wanna care how people think of me already
3.Tired abt everything ,Tired abt trying to be someone people accpet. I rather be myself, Hate me if you want i dun give a damn abt it no a single bit
1.Wanna be alone in a place where no one knows me then in somewhere people all know me

2008-08-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

I wont expect anything much from people... They have theirs problem and i have my own, i gonna deal with my own problems first before helping anyone else

2008-08-15T00:13:00.003+08:00

Opening my heart to the people around me, It's tough but it is worth it =)

I'm kinda plain right now... That's how i feel now

Wow Wow and Wow

2008-08-10T01:57:00.002+08:00

Ok this post is written to thank Grace My grandma =)

You know the time i spent online is seriously on games only and i totally feel like wasting my life doing nothing and not acheiving what God wants best for me...
The video that i had seen thru her blog speaks to me alot alot alot And im like '' OMG I JUST WASTED MY ENTIRE LIFE DOING SOMETHING NON-PRODUCTIVE... DAMN I GOTTA DO SOMETHING ABT MY LIFE"

Oh so yeah THANKS YOU GRANDMA!!!! Hope u will put up more and more videos that are real real good that can help me to become a better and more better person!!

SORRY ARH! NOW EVERY LATE LIAO I WANNA SLEEP SO I WRITE THIS

Ytd

2008-08-05T01:46:00.003+08:00

I spent the whole of yesterday doing nothing but playing games, cant believe it i already decide to stop but it just came back without me knowing damn! should have been more careful BUT after reflecting on what my mum said that i like to drag thing and not doing it early. I been thinking alot after she somehow lectured me even tho i feel like snapping back at her but i managed to control and used it to my adv but at the cost of Austin =( . After sunday im starting to find out more and more abt myself AND I WRITE DOWN MY BAD HABITS AND BAD POINTS THAT I NEED TO CHANGE.

Time is going too fast and it wont wait for no one, I need to change and become better and better , staying in my old self wont help anymore even tho there are pain but for the greater good it's worth it.

And i decided to ask my mum abt my bad points and ask for advice =) Oh! dun see Donk quiet quiet but im quite naughty hahas!

I dunnoe why i always cant seem to take things seriously or even be serious in what i do... Any ideas on why im like that???
Pls post it on the chatbox thx =) Seeking help from those who had this prob b4 And Donk shall say Thank you very very much if u help me solve this problem i may even treat u to a meal!!!

And YOU SHALL SEE JEFF BECOMING DONK!
From Old to New!
From Slacker to Hardworking!
From That Crap Talking Guy to Someone Worth Talking To!

SIGNATURE: Who am i you asked? Someone you will be in awe at casue without me you will be aweso. Not Awesome! Not Donk!

2008-07-30T15:04:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

taken from faith

2008-07-27T20:29:00.002+08:00

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

'Cause I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

(Tenth Avenue North: By your side)

Wow this song is really cool!

After today im physically tired and spiritually tired, maybe something is happening to me i dunnoe but i feel that im quite weird nowaday and i seriously dunno why...

After ending my addiciton (I hope it will end) to games im left with nothing to do. Yes nothing to do just feel damn weird RAAAAA!!!!!!

I often wonder why God chose me to come to vp and be one of his GC... I seriously dunnoe, i cant help it i just cant find out why i am chosen... Am i that special? Am i even worth it? I really dunnoe...

2008-07-26T20:17:00.002+08:00

Ok today i wasnt feel very good so i woke up late at 11pm LOLS!!!!
then went to Vp and learn abt being transperant( dunno how 2 spell lols!) and u need to be transperant to be able to touch other people hearts.

After that i we have a feast hahas! The food was WOW yeah and i eat quite alot and after eating Judah had to leave to go to his friend birthday party and since i was bored and kinda sick so i tag along and we had a good talk...

Yeah thats abt it i gonna read the bible for awhile then go and rest!

2008-07-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

Today was not a very good day... Firstly, i woke up late so didnt go to office, secondly, woke up with a freaking neckache that lasted till now still havin it sian....
But the prayer meeting lifted up my mood quite alot hahas im still enjoying and forever will enjoy praising the Lord =)
But after heading home started to feel feverish then 2molo got bbq walao sibei sian la.....

Haiz cant bring myself to stop playin game.. The addiction totally sucks, i feel like wasting my life on some thing stupid but cant stop myself from doing it.. Damn it sucks! Hmm mayb i should find alt. ways to spend my time like reading bible or maybe singing?? OR EVEN DANCING hahas!! Got so much time to spare maybe i should do things more that are more worthwhile Yeah! I think i wanna stop gaming already yeah! MAY THE LORD GRANT ME STRENGTH!!!

Wednesday

2008-07-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

Will you seek God with all your heart?
Will you seek God not with all the wants but just God and God alone?

How many people can say we seriously seek God with the intention of knowing the father more and more, to be like him, to love like him?

Seeking God not for his power or blessing but just by wanting to know his heart isnt easy. We often have motive for seeking him

I admit and repent that i seek God for a reason like most of the people. Some seek God because of the power one could acheive, the spouse, that friend, the accpectance, or just someone who could love you. There are tonnes of other reasons why we seek for God.....

People often care for their flesh like the enjoyment of the world which is very very attractive but it only last while we are alive. But if we seek God the provider, the almighty we could have enternal blessing which is by far better.

In whatever crisis we must contiue to trust the Lord, cause he has a greater plan for us =)

Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth. Such "wisdom" does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. ¹⁸ Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness. ( James 3: 13-18)

¹² Dear friends, do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. ¹³ But rejoice inasmuch as you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. ¹⁴ If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. ¹⁵ If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. ¹⁶ However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. ¹⁷ For it is time for judgment to begin with God's household; and if it begins with us, what will the outcome be for those who do not obey the gospel of God? ¹⁸ And,
"If it is hard for the righteous to be saved,
what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?"

¹⁹ So then, those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good.(1Peter 4:12)

Okay the verses explain everything lols =)

Solomon the wisest man ever to walk on the surface of the world have a conculsion about life,
13 Now all has been heard;
here is the conclusion of the matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments,
for this is the [duty] of every human being.

¹⁴ For God will bring every deed into judgment,
including every hidden thing,
whether it is good or evil.

So Live our life fearing God and keeping his commandments because it is our duty.

That's what i think is impt that we learnt today at office

Oh there is a good news!!
Faith is exercise thru problems so the bigger faith the bigger the problem, SO Let's us all overcome problems so that we may have bigger and greater faith!!!

Good day!

2008-07-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

Today office is good and after that i went out to eat lunch with jie Eunice, Mich, Nat, Danial and james. Then after that i went home and at 4 plus miracle called me out to go to bugis to have dinner with Grandma and we eat then go to prayer mtg then after prayer mtg we went to mac to eat supper. That rounds up everything =)

HELLO!

2008-07-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

Oh my!
Today was a great day yeah! The office thingy was so so cool and the worship was real nice!

What was taught today was dealing with jealousy. Jealousy killed our Lord and it will continue to kill us if we dun don anything abt it... That's how serious that is and i repent for being jealous to alot of things that i cant do as well as other people or not every talented in that area. There is an idol of jealousy not Jesus in alot of people hearts, some are obvious but some are hidden so deep within ourself that we dun even know AND that's when God will show you thru multiple breakings ,whacking, spouse or mentor =)

God is far far away from people who are filled with jealousy cause they worship idols and themselves. People often get jealous if one is praise and your not, i admit sometimes i do get jealous over this but i will repent if the jealousy come up , but when people get praises we should be happy and celebrate with them cause they have did something good

And I learn that lusting is bad cause whatever we lust for God will use that against us so yeah it's better not to lust for anything lols!

As time goes by the Test get lesser and lesser but it get deeper and deeper, so tests that come about will bring u deeper and deeper to God's heart and from there u will know how our Father is like and somehow as it get deeper the love for God will deepen.

What hit me the most today was,
Will you say "I Love you Lord or Praise the Lord" when God bring you so so low and taken everything important in your lives? Like the Poly we are going, the Uni we are going or that job or that guy or gal? Or when we under such a heavy breaking and everything on Earth seems to be against you and u cant take it anymore? Will you still have complete faith and trust in God that he will have a greater plan for you? I know as a young dude i haven gone thru any major breaking but the course that i'm in almost killed me in that sense so me too have a little bit of taste of what it's like. Yeah, it's painful and sometimes u just cant think right but can you still trust God and love him?

I pray to God,
"Let me still be able to say i love you Lord no matter what may happen to me now or in my future, give me strength to walk the path that you have walk and allow me to be a living testimony among people that shows your glory even in my darkest time. Let me not stray away from you for it is foolish but let me walk in your ways in which i may see your glory and your power. I want to say i love you, i want to praise you when all my heart desire have been blown away by you cause in you i found life, i found something that nothing can replace. I want to filled your heart Lord just like now you filled mine. You are the king of kings ,the lord of lords but you send your son , Jesus , down to clense our sins so that we maybe holy before you once again, you can command us not to sin but you let us to make our own decisions so that we can build a realationsip so close to you and know the serccets of you heart."
Amen

What a day!

2008-07-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

WoW!! Cant believe i did so many things that cause me to be even more tired....

1stly i went to James house to practise guitar, i press the string until my fingers damn pain and hand very very tired!!

Then after going home i went jogging and IT WAS WOW! The 1st time i ran for so long without stopping or taking a cab home lols my leg almost broke sia... Serious!! Now im very very tired i can barely keep my eyes from opening...

AIYA NO MORE INK TO WRITE SO I WILL END THIS POST!

WOW

2008-07-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting

YEAH! Gotta keep on fighting even if i wanna give up on things that arent sure and thing coming up that i dun even know wat gonna happen....

Mus have faith in God that he have path a perfect way and have a perfect plan for me to make me great yeah! I believe and now my life is in your hand Lord!

Oh ya today the YYB was one of the best man!!!!!!! I got healed and feeling great now =)
Ah the ink isnt flowing today so i gonna end now =)

Hey!

2008-07-05T20:05:00.001+08:00

IM SO SO TIRED I WANNA SLEEP!

Myself

2008-07-01T12:57:00.003+08:00

For years i have numbed myself to feelings, you can mock me, scold me or do whatever u want to me and i wont be angry or do a single thing to you. That's how i am in the past, i always wanted to be around people but coz my feeling was numb i wasnt able to be close to them and i wont share my heart to them. I wont tell them how i feel, coz i cant feel anything at all.

But the feeling started coming back when i started to have a gf, i still cant get rid the numbness even tho we were together for 6 mths. I'm always angry abt how i cant feel hurt or anything. I tried to love but cant fully commit myself to it. I always float around until i'm sick of it and decided to break and thus staying quiet... Oh man, but i was such a cheerful and outgoing sorta guys during primary sch cant believe it heh?

Now i'm on a journey of finding my true me, it's hard coz i lost me i long time ago and i even forgotten wat cause me to lost it...

I think im full of hatred... I THINK but i really dunno.. DAMN! i so sick and tired of putting on a mask everytime im around people.. i want to be real but what's is real? Hahas, that's why i think i'm lost. I'm lost in this freaking world, who am i?

But i believe God will find the real me and i will be powerful in his work! I know what i'm going thru now so dun worry =) My father God is always there for me 24/7 all the day all the time!!

HELLO EVERYONE I'M HOME!

2008-06-23T18:36:00.005+08:00

CUrrently having my MST, Ah i dun like test although it is short but it just as tiring as a normal day or mayb even worst...

Life in chirst have been good for me these days cause mayb i'm still a baby =)

I always love going to church and yyb cause all my real bros and friends are there giving support to one another, loving one another and being real to one another. I'm kinda sad to that it's hard nowadays to find real friends out there who will walk with you thru life even if it's during your bad times. So i really cherished people at yyb and come on man! YYB rox! I love everyone there and i'm excited abt the things that we are going to do and achieve in the future...

OK! I will say this... I LOVE EVERYONE FROM VP
(I admit not everyone but will try still )

HAVE A HAPPY WEEK EVERYONE!!!! CANT WAIT FOR THIS COMING
WED'S DG, FRIDAY'S CP AND SUNDAY YYB WOOOHOOOO!!!

(ok will stop now i'm craving for food and you* =) lols!!!!)

*NOTE: The you refer to anyone reading this =D

On fire?

2008-05-12T16:39:00.003+08:00

Ah during this few weeks was a very stressful one cant cope with it cause i always avoided stress whenever there is stress or when i start feeling stressful i will run away and do other things...
But somehow i feel God is trying to do something to help me.. Hahas, i always tot i cant be stressed out but somehow u knew that i was avoiding it all the time. =)

Love you God!!!

Got a soultion to keep me less stressful!!! For the 1st time i am trying to create a timetable for myself that will balance my study and rest! Wish me luck and i will see how the timetable will work!!!

Must get into a routine and be discipline

A must watch

2008-04-17T09:54:00.001+08:00

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=5e887e9e72bfe5dabca1

First day of school

2008-04-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

The first day of my Poly life was quite ok and only bad thing is i didnt get to it the foodcourt was was packed that it dampen my mood to eat but overall the lesson was fun and it didnt fall asleep in a 3hrs maths class WOOT praise the lord for that man!

Today at sch wasnt tiring the tiring part is stand on the moving box for over 40 mins carrying my lappy bag which is so heavy and having a ache on my shoulder. Pain :( ....... Yay so looking forward to 2molo lesson heh heh!!

Went to my sch

2008-04-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today i met my classmates which i am gonna spend 3 years with... The day there was quite boring i would say coz we just went there to listen to the speech and we play some games that i never thought people like us would play... hulahoops, throwing plastic balls and build a tower outta straws it's just weird and strange...

Went back home very tired and there is a flag day at thrusday.. This week is so jammed that hard to find time for myself already... Guess that's what poly life abt, frm my point of view now i gonna spend more time at sch then home which is not fun i rather spend my entire day at other places like church etc...

Must go back to sch 2molo to do SPICE training and know abt my course hope my course is fun and i will be able to do very very well and get a dipolma :)

TODAY

2008-04-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

As usual today Yahyobabes was so fun :)

Zzzz i dun have time didnt know the review exercise must do also aaaaa gotta rush sad :(

okok day

2008-04-05T23:05:00.004+08:00

Today was a fairly ok day nothing much happen. We went to HSC and was there for almost the entire day... Took some pics and sat around and talk, hmmm dunno wat to write. Arg! I lost my ink i believe that somehow i could find it back..

Haiz after coming home i feel very mess up for no reason... Zzzz very sian and tired arggg dunno wat to write zzzz then my phone went flat on me :(

Haiz... I cant think of anything WAA sian... Sian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

It's only me and you, it's just you and me! Help me please God!!!!

SOME OF THE PICS WE TOOK

The cloud is nice hahas the sky is cool too :)

Woot love this pics even with problems we still shine brightly!

Sunset :)

Pattern of the cloud is cool

DONK IS WORKING!! OR NOT ZZZZZZZ

2008-04-04T17:47:00.005+08:00

After a tired day at work Donk decided to take a rest and not sitting down at the seats because i was kind to let other people take the seat cause sitting isnt very good and it doesnt look good hahas!!

Today i got not choice they asked me to be in the pictures so how could i let them down? Although i pefer taking pictures for other people but just for this i time i agreed...

After all it was kinda fun being in the pictures so it feels kinda good :) NO wonder girls like to take pictures FINALLY i understand hahas..

Julian wanted to take picture with Uncle Donk

Woot! wat a great pics :)

YESSIR!

After taking 4 pics i got a conclusion! They just cant have enuff of Uncle Donk !!!
More pics will be taken if they want me to be in the pics :)

Today at the cooperate prayer was great , the presence of the Holy spirit was very strong during the worship and i was just enjoying my time there. I was there singing,praising and worshipping God and it felt so great!

Wow! i couldnt find a word to explain what i felt there it's just so awesome and just simply awesome!!!!

OH GREAT I LOST MY INK..... GOD I AM STILL IN AWE WITH YOU AND I AM LEFT WORDLESS

Today someone confronted me and i learnt alot from it. Firstly, i knew that i have communication problems and i will work on it. I believe that i wont have it anymore because My father is mighty and i am his son and i will be too so there wont be a problem there anymore.
Secondly, i learnt not to be proud after someone praise me but i must stay humble.And i learnt one thing that is not related to this it is that if i saw a vision or anything i must not be scared to share it.

2008-04-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

There isnt any appointment today and it was a day for me but i went to russi house to learn guitar. I learnt quite alot of chords today and my fingers is sore from pressing the strings... My hand isnt used to hard work cause i seldom do housework during my child time because the maid will always do but but after there isnt any maid i started doing housework for my mum and i at least i contributed to the house.I love my mum alot yea she always took care of me and whenever i got any problem she will be always there for me giving me support so from young i understood love and it is a very strong feeling. Love, some people will think that if his bf or her gf is jealous when the other is talking to friends from the other sex is love, But love isnt like this, love isnt abt jealous for that i'm sure. Love make people do great things like how Jesus love us so much that he is willing to take all the sins we had and died for us.

People without love will find it hard to truely understand how God loves us,that's wat i think. Love is a great motivator people will do unexpected things for just love alone..

People who feel loved from family are very bless cause due to the high standard of living, parents are always out and living people like us or younger at home alone. When we have a problem most of the time our parents arent at home and when they are back they will be tired and sometimes too stress out by work so they couldnt even find enuff time for us,to know us or even love us. This is mainly happening because money have become very important in life, people always work for money and they will be forever in thing about earning more and more money therefore neglecting thier children. The newspaper also have wrote that nowadays that teenagers that join gang are coming from good background.. How could parents neglect their child? And why are they always working? Why isnt anyone there when i have problem? Or sometimes they will think, Why wasnt i loved by mum and dad? Why i have i come to life if they didnt care about me?

This childs are very broken, they dun understand their child and when their child didnt study well thier parents will scold them and blame them for not working hard, this will cause the children to feel even worst because they felt blamed and they will hate their parents because their parents didnt love them,care for them and spending time to understand them.

Why have people start to love money or worship money? Of that i couldnt understand.. Even the notebook have a dollar sign beside the arrow keys.... Haiz, God save us from loving money but let us love you instead, money could be spent finish but the blessing and love you could give us cannot end.. Why work so hard for something that can be spent finish? Why not work hard for God, he reward us, he bless us, he love us even if we forsake God when we decide to turn back we will always be one step behind us.. How can money even compare to God? Money give you a moment of happiness but the happiness and blessing that God give us will be forever.

So let us Work hard for God to know him more, to seek his face.!!!

Today happenings

2008-04-02T17:28:00.003+08:00

I cannot believe it man.... When i reach home and get money from my mum to make my POSB card but on the way i went to make my bus card which is 8$ and the money i gotta frm mum is 10$ so i couldnt make the POSB card.I didnt know the service fees can be deducted thru my savings account so i went back home to get more money to make the POSB card but when i reached there it can be deducted from my savings account ARGGG!!!!! Wasted 2 bus rides and around an hour of my life just travelling around for nothing...

Nevermind about that. YAY going to my 1st CA at uncle victor house woot so looking forward to it :) It's going to be a fun time hahas gonna write a what happen at uncle victor house when i get back home

My oh my today at uncle victor house was fun :) he taught us guitar woot he is so good. I think that CA is a very fun thing to do too and i will be looking forward to it greatly YEA!

Changed

2008-04-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

After today teaching at Austin hills i had made i decision that hopefully can bring me closer to the Lord..

I am always a late sleeper the time i usually is always 2-3 AM and i got to wake up at 4Am to report so i always do not a good sleep and always felt tired during the days.But i learnt that we cannot have a sloppy start at the beginning of the day as it will determine the rest of the day..So i have decided to sleep early from now on and wake up early at 4AM to pray and after that jog :) The starting point can decide the end result so if u start good you will end good.

We cannot be lazy because it is not of God and we must have a winner thinking that will allow us to pursue God all the way. With a winner thinking before your start a race you will know if you will win if you think that u gonna lose then you will so we must think that we are the winner of that race or for anything.The gold is just a mind away and whoever can break into the mindset will win

My aims:
To sleep early
Think how a winner thinks
Have the attitude of a winner
To pursue God's word with all my heart, soul, mind and strength
Aim high for everything

Yahyobabes Rocks!

2008-03-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

Today at yahyobabes was so so fun, the power of that place is superb..... It's just wonderful that i love yahyobabes so so much and i learn that God have everything planned for us and i believe it naturally :) cause when have him cause harm in us before? When ever he tested us is to see if we are worthy and life is full of testing so somehow we must get used to it although the testing maybe tough but after testing you will emerge as a better and stronger person or leader.

Praise the Lord!
For he is great!
He created Laws!
And detest hate!

WOOT!

What i learn today and how i feel

2008-03-29T20:33:00.004+08:00

Today teaching was a very good one and i found out that i had a voice inside me that keep on saying that i'm not good and stuffs like that but after going thru repentance(aiya dunno how 2 spell) i am trying to be more positive and not thinking or saying that i'm not good enuff for this and for that.. Believe in God people believe in him and anything can happen or will happen, now i am trying to overcome this inferior feeling by completely believing in God and what he can do for me.This is a way that i find it very good cause i believe in God and i wan to obey and submit to him and i will do anything to please him cause he had done so much so much for us..

If u feel inferior it's like denying Jesus cause he wanted to esteem us and we just keep saying that we are not good enuff or this thing wont happen or that thing will fail, it's like totally saying GOD I DONT BELIEVE IN YOU.. So what's is the point of feeling inferior when God had send his only son to cleanse us believing that we are worthy and we ended up denying him.

Some people like me do not dare to go up and talk because i am scared that i am not good enuff and keep thinking that will who and who think this and that and is my hair cool or is everybody listening or is everybody sleeping? If u think of this then you are not smart :) Come on if u are speaking or singing praises to God why must you think of wat other people will think of you? You are singing praises to God not singing at a concert who cares how u sound like just go ahead and sing ... Let your spirit sing and people will pick that up even though the song u sing isnt nice.

So people come on if you believe in God dont feel inferior it's like contradicting your own believe and i dare say it's not smart(ok let's say it in a meaner way).It's stupid

Back to blogging

2008-03-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

It's been ahile since i have the mood to do blogging....
After JB everything is back to normal which i find is very meaningless and repeative.. Although going out with my bros were fun but the time i spend alone at home was as boring and nothing interesting have happen so far which i find it very uncomfortable. During JB i always learn abt the meaning of life and god and after JB finished it's like a baby starting to eat solid food not milk. And i seriously miss the people there cause you guys should know seeing each other for so many days and when it changed, for me i need time to get used to the change.
During the end of JB till now i have learn that we must cherish the time we have with each other and live life to the fullest and most important for God, without him i dont think i can do the things that i wanted or desired to do..

People who bought their laptop hooarryyy!!!! I got one too :) and so i will be more active cause i can write blog at my own room and it is air-conned yea! my 1st time using com at home with the air con on it's so cool.. It's kinda sad that i got to enjoy using com in a air-con room at home when most of the house i been too have their com in their own room :( used to admire them for having it in their room but haiz NOW I GOT ONE IN MY ROOM AND THAT IS TOTALLY AWESOME

And oh ya i went for a midnight jog and it was cool.. IT WAS SO FREAKING COOL cuz i nv jog since the ending of last year Nafa or whatever that is.. And i just found out that jogging can be fun too somehow i feel more relax after jogging and that is what brought me back to blogging in somewhere or the other..It's very early in the morning today and i gotta sleep cause going out later but damn my hair is wet and i dun wanna get a headache later so got to w8 for it to dry so that i could sleep....

Later i am going to the prayer thingy so YEA we could meet each other again although i dont seem happy doesnt mean i not happy in the inside :)
So yea see u guys later at night :) God bless and may everything be successful in Jesus name AMEN!

WOOT!! I LOVE ME GOD AND JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT!!

Grad for JB

2008-03-20T06:56:00.002+08:00

Yea the 4o days are over and finally we are done with Jb... Wish there were something else like that coz the class was very very fun and meaningful :)

Today no Yahyobabes

2008-03-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

Very sad today no Yahyobabes but we went out shopping lol... We spent the whole day shopping for bday present and i seriously think shopping for present is more stressful than JB Haiz so late already i go sleep already...

The day that i felt alot from God

2008-03-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today i was sick Yea i was sick but i decided that nothing should stop me from going to JB.. After resting for abit i went to JB and when i reach there the teaching was great... It was amazing i felt that God is really longing for us to be with him and i feel that God's love is the best that one could feel

Love is strong Love is good Love is best in the whole wide world!!!!! But i still think God is the best :)

I like starbucks de coffee it just take so good, the beans are just so so nice that it is nice zzzzz

A great and wonderful day

2008-03-14T19:56:00.004+08:00

Wow and Wow today we went to uncle fred office and we got lots of jeans for free lols... We are so so happy about it i'm also very happy cause i got alot more money to spend money on other things.

We all are beautiful in God's eyes and when he send down his son, Jesus Christ, to take all of our sins it pains him so much to do that.. So i really feel that God is great and mighty and nothing can compare to him...

Weeeeee gonna go out to eat CRAB today yay i am so so happy today :) CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB

GOD IS THE GREATEST OF ALL!!

Drench in the rain

2008-03-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today lesson in JB was good and i learn quite alot of things there. Weird stuff happen there lols those who were there should know what had happen.... The rain never stop it just keep raining and raining today i walked in the rain and i got wet all over although i love to walk in the rain but after too much walking you will feel kinda sick

Actually today never happen anything interesting that is worth talking abt so i will cut short this post until i think so something else to add :)

Four days without being with my family

2008-03-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

Whenever my family went to malaysia or staying overnight at any place i must follow them cause my mom would be worried about me. But this time cause i was at ubin so i didnt follow however the time at ubin was one of the best bike ride i ever been too so it was worth it. The amazing thing is i didnt get sunburn that's really lucky of me. So for four days coming home to a empty house is a very challenging thing for me cause both of my sisters werent at home making all kind of noise, it just make me feel kinda out of place then i realise that how important and how much i loved them as for my parents there werent there when i wanted to ask them question and during that four days i really wanted to hug them and my sisters too. But thanks to God's grace i managed to overcome it and now i really do love them more and more cause i think you should know it, family is a very impt part of your childhood but after that you must learn to be independent( Thanks Bro Desmond for telling us more abt poly life i really wanna thank you you have been a great help preparing us to be mentally prepare abt poly) so as he said no one owes you a living, working hard is very impt..

Today i decided to take a day off from JB because i wanted to spend time with my mom and sis cause it had been a while since i have a good talk with all of them and have fun with them i will add the rest of the stuff when i get back :)

Yay i am back from Bugis(aiya i dunno how to spell) had a great time with my mom and sisters.
My youngest sister is very interested in God so i really hope that she would become a christan just like me because after being one i felt that i have changed alot and my view of the world change a whole lot

Almost went food crazy today

2008-03-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

Today is a very tempting day for me cause we didnt go to JB on time due to my medical check-up for the poly thingy so Juile, James ,Russi and i wanted to meet so we could accompany each other.We actually were meeting at 11am but it dragged till 11.45am.. Poor James he was waiting alone for us lols.And i dunno why it was raining so heavily and it's kinda troublesome because it was raining heavily. The check-up was kinda scary it was and it is so all those who haven been to the check-up BEWARE... They will do strange things to you ,it's very strange so just be careful.. After the check up we have tons of fun, it was so funny and ya THEY ATE FOOD AND I DIDNT SO I WAS JUST SITING THERE LOOKING AT THE FOOD THEY WERE EATING AND I WAS LIKE AAAAARGGG WANTED TO EAT TOO BUT i didnt :)
I wonder why if they are going to be guilty after eating why should they even eat...
And ya i decided not to keep it a sercet guys so just get over it , you guys ate and i didnt

After being release from JB the rain didnt stop... IT JUSt DIDNT STOP and i wanted it to stop but it didnt i was so sad that i walk in the rain thinking that the rain should stop but it didnt so i was wishing that the rain would freaking stop BUT its JUST didnt i was so sad....

Guess what i ate for dinner? I ATE 2 plate of beef steak it was so so so so so so so so so nice that i was sosososososososo full that i think i gain tones of weight

So overall it was a good day because it rain and rain and rain... The rain make the day good and the good day makes the rain

Hello everyone

2008-03-11T10:22:00.002+08:00

New at this so i am new and i want to be experience so i wont be new so i should be happy if u could help me and teach me new stuff so i wont be neew